Awaken : One cannot understand spritual things without being revealed to them

I think life is a mix of numerous sources that puzzle each piece together to make it more real. Funny thing is that certain sources we might be conscious of but their some we are not, its bealived that its spririts beyond us/spirituall, about where they come from no one has an accurate grasp as there's various theories regarding beliefs.

As a child, I was taught that those who have died become gods and watch over us and bless us, but they need a high source of energy to deliver and that humans must take certain steps to meet their needs. My late mother, who believed in this philosophy and was deeply religious, taught me the basics and revealed the rest.

I'm not going to deny that I'm a big dreamer, whether my eyes are closed and I'm sleeping or they're wide open and I'm awake. The only difference is that the ones I see when I'm asleep I don't think I have control over, though science would say otherwise. As a young African male from the south of Africa, I don't believe in science.